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Thursday, November 6th, 2008

Subject:Election; finally, it's over
Time:2:44 am.
Mood: cynical.
Music:crazy loud asians in my hall keeping me up.... grrr.
aaaand the results are in, obama wins, woo-hoo....?

i'm glad that i got to experience this election from the vantage point i have had. not only was my main information source the western australian, my new favorite magazine, but i'm surrounded by people all from very different backgrounds. australian news has quite a different way of looking at the election than does american news. i feel as though i've gained a new view on our government and media. who wins really isn't that important. nothing will change too much. yes, obama does have some good ideas (especially his stand on healthcare), but if they're radical to the nation (such as his ideas to improve healthcare), then nothing will change (interesting how it works that his good ideas are the ones that are a bit radical). our country has been operating based on private healthcare for how long? and almost every other country has a much better system in place, and has had this for decades. why would we change now? we're americans; we fear change; if it's not broken to the point of shambles, why fix it? and keep in mind, obama is just as crazy as every other politician. he says ridiculous things, has absurd ideas, and speaks just to make his listeners happy and gain votes. but who can blame him? it's his job, he has to do this, and if he doesn't, some other asshole will. i do think it's a good thing that he won, only for the fact that the executive branch switches from republican to democrat. the country does need change. this won't bring about much, given the limited power of the position, but it will hopefully be enough. the lesser of two evils won in politics for a change, about time.

and it's a good thing that the democratic rule extends to the house and senate. if change is going to happen, we need a bunch of dems in control. given that these two branches get a lot of the work done, this should be a good thing. however, it's a shame that we don't have any senators from the all-day breakfast party. that's one party i'd really be able to rally behind. all in all, i'm glad with the way the election appears to have turned out, and even more excited that it's over. maybe i'll be able to read u.s. news in the paper this week about something else! haha, who am i kidding, it'll be this for at least a month more.

oh, and i'm proud of my state. while the votes have not been fully counted yet, it appears we will have supplied mccain with 11 electoral votes. woo-hoo missouri! i was hoping we'd have been able to prove matty wrong, so he could stop calling me a hick and from the deep south. while we're obviously not in the deep south, maybe we are a bunch of hicks in this state. i do hail from a place boone county for a couple of generations, how much more hick-ish can you get?

as an aside, seeing as the asians are still being loud outside my door and preventing my sleep, i'm gonna be so sad to leave here in 26 days. i am in fact ready to be home, but it's going to be so much harder to leave here than it was to come here. at least with home, i know that it will be there for me whenever i choose to return. but here, these people i've met and come to love will be a lot harder to keep in touch with. i now have friends not only from australia, but from south africa, india, pakistan, england, ireland, zimbabwe, and all across the states (california, colorado, pennsylvania, indiana, and new jersey/vermont). even the americans will be challenging to see in the near future. adrienne is the only easy one to see, and she's only 4 hours away from stl. erica, in pennsylvania, is 11 hours. matty and nick are even further. it's going to be a shock to go from being able to walk to any of these people within 2 minutes, to having to get onto a plane if i ever want to see them again. the only plus side is that it gives me an excuse to travel more, which is my goal. adrienne has gained a sense of pride in her country since being here, i've gained the opposite, the desire to go other places (this is probably from my excess exposure to matty though).

i feel as though i've changed a lot here, yet remained the same (my feelings often contradictory these days). i've been able to gain perspective on the world as well as myself. and just as i understand what it is that i really want right now, it's too late to grab it. usually, i'd sulk at this realization. but now, i'm just glad that i had the opportunity to have it and have gained the knowledge that it is in fact out there. maybe one day i'll be in a position to have the chance to grab it, or something similar to it, but for now i'm not ready. i feel as though i've found an inner calm; the ability to accept things as they are and instead of wishing to change things now, hope for better in the future. no, hope is the wrong word. STRIVE for better in the future. (in case anyone was wondering, seeing as this is very vague, this paragraph has been about a boy, experiences, classes, grades and more; i've been vague for a reason). i'm hoping that my brain has finally turned on. i don't feel like i've ever thought as much about real things as i do here.

continuing on, as the ruckus continues on and i still cannot sleep (it's fucking 24hour quiet time for finals, where is my ra when i need him?), i'm really glad i've decided to switch to bio instead of physics. i've always loved physics, but something always felt off. it just didn't feel like i was making the right choice. now i feel content with my choice, it fits me, and it makes me feel as though i can do something with real meaning. i can make a difference where i want to make a difference. i may get made fun of for it a lot, but i truly love animals. nothing else can replace them in my heart, it's a different type of love than i've ever experienced. seeing them happy makes me happier than i could ever imagine anything else doing. and they're my passion. learning about them and their ecosystems is truly fascinating. i feel like this is where i belong, and i'm glad i've realized it before it's too late.

also, biology will hopefully allow me to travel. i have a list of places i want to hit up now: vermont, cali, ireland, scotland, england, northern and southern africa, italy, new zealand, and i'll probably find many more through my future travels.

well, it sounds as though my floormates have gone to bed.... cheers.
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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008

Time:9:29 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:Sex And Candy-Marcy Playground.
A
- Available: for the most part
- Age: 20
- Annoyance: facial hair
- Animal: fishing cat!
- Actor: Patrick Dempsey

B
- Beer: I guess Toohey's New or Emu Export
- Birthday/Birthplace: October 14, 1987/Eden Prairie, Minnesota
- Best Friends: Emma, Steph, Erica, Nick
- Body Part on opposite sex: abs
- Best feeling in the world: belonging
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf, i like to be able to see the world
- Been in Love: honestly, i dunno anymore
- Been on stage?: mhmmm
- Been beaten up?: only by myself on drunken nights
- Believe in yourself? yes, but sometimes i falter
- Believe in life on other planets: i feel like i have to
- Believe in miracles: possibly
- Believe in magic: not really
- Believe in God: in some sense of the word, but not the religious one
- Believe in Satan: naw
- Believe in Santa: i believe in the spirit of santa
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: sorta
C
- Car: missing my white mustang.... public transportation is beginning to get old
- Color: Orange
- Cried in school: definitely
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican: Mexican
- Cake or pie: cake
- Country to visit: Already in the number one place I wanted to go to, next on the list is Ireland to go get the tours promised to me
- Comedian: Stephen Lynch

D
- Day or Night: night
- Dream vehicle: something shiny, i don't care too much
- Danced: all the time
- Dance in the rain?: all the time as well
- Do the splits?: only accidentally

E
- Eggs: scrambled
- Eyes: hazel
- Everyone has: desires and needs

F
- First crush: Berkley Shands
- Full name: Sara Awbrey Carter
- First thoughts waking up: how much longer can i sleep for?
- Food: veggies

G
- Greatest Fear: not living to the best of my ability and having regrets
- Goals: to live.... and fall in complete love and make an awesome physics discovery
- Gum: cinnamon
- Get along with your parents?: usually
- Good luck charm: the ring my daddy gave me

H
- Hair Colour: currently reddish brown
- Height: 5'4"
- Happy: for the most part
- Holiday: christmas
- How do you want to die: something that's not painful
- Health Freak: hahaha, no
- Hate: the stereotypical americans on study abroad
- Heart Broken/when/who?: multiple times

I
- Ice Cream: gelato, any kind
- Instrument: cello

J
- Jewelry: ring from daddy, tiffany's ring, opal ring from melbourne and my peace sign necklace
- Job: currently unemployed but trying to fix that

K
- Kids: if i find the right guy to have them with
- Kickboxing or karate: karate
- Keep a journal?: a LIVE ONE

L
- Longest Car Ride: St. Louis to St. Simon's Island
- Love: Oz, my friends and einstein
- Laughed so hard you cried: friday while listening to lawrence recap ladie's night
- Love at first sight: nothing is impossible

LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in a bed beside you? padrich
2. Saw you cry? dale or aaran
3. Went to the movies with you? nick and erica
4. You went to the mall with? mall is such a loose word here in oz.... either nick and p when we went to the markets or aaran (actual mall that time)
5. You went to dinner with? matty
6. Talked to you on the phone? matty
7. Made you laugh? matty or glynn
8. Made you cry? i cried over a situation involving multiple people on saturday, but they didn't make me cry
9. Broke your heart? that was a while ago, i dunno

M
- Milk flavor: skim
- Movie: when harry met sally
- Mooned anyone? not to my recollection
- Marriage? hopefully
- Motion sickness? nope
- McD's or BK: maccas
- Memory: pretty good

N
- Number of Siblings: nada
- Number of Piercings: 8
- Number of tattoos: 4
- Number: 13

O
- Overused Phrases: can't be bothered/fucked
- Odd phobia: umbrellas

P
- Place you'd like to live: melbourne, perth or ireland
- Pizza: pineapple, tomato, onion
- Pepsi/Coke: pepsi
- People you miss: Pretty much everyone I knew before 2/3 months ago, but i'll see them all again

Q
- Quail: i saw a really sweet orange, yellow and red quail at the melbourne zoo the other day
- Quiet music or loud: loud but not deafeningly so

R
- Reason to cry: feeling helpless
- Reality T.V: not so good
- Radio Station: haven't listened to a radio in months
- Roll your tongue in a circle: mhmm

S
- Song: right now that's not my name or mistake
- Shoe size: 8 1/2
- Salad Dressing: ranch
- Sushi: ew
- Scent: lavender
- Skipped class: i've skipped a lot in oz because when everything (including audio) is posted online, why go?
- Slept outside: mhmmm
- Seen a dead body?: mhmm
- Smoked?: lots
- Skinny dipped?: got pretty close to it in matilda bay, but it was too darn cold
- Shower Daily?: for the most part
- Sing well?: nope, but who cares?
- In the shower? sometimes
- Swear?: fuck yeah
- Stuffed Animals?:too many
- Single/Group dates: single
- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries
- Scientists need to invent: a teleportation machine
- Sports: aussie rules

T
- Time for bed: late, maybe around the time the sun rises?
- Thunderstorms: as long as i don't have to walk around outside
- TV: weeds, entourage, grey's anatomy
- Touch your tounge to your nose?: nope

U
- Unpredictable: apparently (at least according to erica) i'm very predictable
- Used to play: final fantasy with marge

V
- Vegetable you hate: i dislike spinach, hate is a strong word though
- Vegetable you love: asparagus & carrots
- Vacation spot: when i was little it was florida

W
- Weakness: bad boys
- When you grow up: dunno anymore, "grow up" is too abstract anyways... when does that start?
- Which one of your friends knows the most about you: steph, emma, erica or nick
- Who makes you laugh the most: sarah, matty or glynn
- Worst feeling: loneliness
- Want to be a model?: too short
- Where do we go when we die: we move on, to where i dunno

X
-X-Rays: are terribly expensive and not covered by insurance in australia.... gotta go file a claim tomorrow for mine from 2 weeks ago....

Y
-Year it is now: 2008
-Yellow: our GNO t-shirts, so stoked!

Z
- Zoo animal: meerkat!
- Zodiac sign: libra
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Friday, July 25th, 2008

Time:11:35 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
i effing love it down under. i may never leave. the people are awesome, i've been hanging out with rutu, nat, dale, james, zara, adrien, reedy and a whole bunch of others, plus erica and matt that i met through butler. i've been here not even a week, and it feels like i've known these people for a long time. i miss seeing the other half of the butler 8 in WA, but i'll make it. went to see batman yesterday - FUCKING AMAZING. tonight is adrien's birthday, her 21st, so we're hitting up some american style bars tonight after pre-gaming in house. sooo excited to go hang out with dale some more. plus tomorrow is caversham wildlife park, which erica, matt, adrien and i get to go to hungover, YESSSS. but i'm sure petting koalas is a good hangover cure.

i have yet to actually miss the u.s., although i do miss the people there. it's weird to be living so far away from home, yet not feel like it. the people here have been so welcoming this is already feeling like a second (or probably third) home. i just wish i had more time to keep in touch with everyone in the states and see how things are going. hopefully once sem starts i'll have more time to write emails/fbook messages....
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Monday, July 21st, 2008

Time:6:54 pm.
NEVER ever leaving.... if i can afford it... LOVE australia...
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Wednesday, June 11th, 2008

Subject:sea shell worries
Time:1:44 am.
Mood: awake.
Music:Sara's Song-Ludo.
somehow, i'm unable to sleep. i spent my entire day feeling like shit, about ready to pass out at any instant due to a massive headache; i didn't even go to work. now that it's 1:30 in the morning, sleep finaly eludes me. maybe i would have gotten enough rest through doing close to nothing all day today. hopefully.
part of my issue, i think, is that i was plagued not only with the aforementioned headache last night whilst trying to sleep, but also crazy ass dreams that come from god only knows where (or who/what ever creates dreams knows where). the only dream i can really recollect was one involving dragons, griffins, very large dogs, dustin hoffman and a very playful labrador retriever. and the only meaning i can derive from it is that i have an innate desire to help animals and come to their service, saving them from the mean old dustin hoffman's of the world turning every animal blue (did i mention these dreams were borderline psychotic?). this crazy weird dream thing has been an issue of mine for a while, since just about a month before i started seeing mike. maybe there's lsd in the tap water, i dunno, but i gotta blame it on something.
the only things of note i did today were complete my four year plan (and i'm seriously thinking i can keep it down to four years now, dual major and everything, maybe even a minor is possible), go pick up my australian currency at the bank, pick up a book about australian travel at the library and begin reading it. while i adore the currency, it is so colorful that i won't want to spend it (which is a good thing), the book is giving me even more things to worry about on my travels. while my previous worries are slowly fading (getting into classes that i can actually complete the work expected of me, making friends and finding my way around a new city) new ones are replacing them more quickly than they can fade thanks to good ole bill bryson. in case you didn't know, australia is home to the most venomous everything. even the seashells in some parts of the country can kill you. hell, they'll seek you out for attack in some places. while the people are said to be the most friendly and the culture the safest, you have everything to worry about from tiny spiders and 8 inch long snakes that hide in the sand for unsuspecting victims to sit next to to crocodiles and dingos. hell, i'll probably get attacked by a cute and cuddly koala bear. everything in australia is tough and more willing to take you out than give you the time to do so to them. not that i would, but none of these animals knows i'm a vegetarian.
now, if i ever get to sleep tonight, i'm gonna have nightmares involving crazed sea shells with koalas living inside them coming after me.
screw that, that's even too sane for me to dream of. i think i need medication.
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Wednesday, May 14th, 2008

Time:2:32 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:Sara's Song-Ludo-Ludo.
~*~Basics & Appearance~*~
Name:
Sara Carter

Age:
20

Location:
Home for a change

Marital Status:
Single

Birthday:
10-14

Zodiac:
Libra

Birth Place:
Minneapolis

Ethnicity:
White

Height:
5'4"

Weight:
Average

Hair Color:
Brown

Long or Short:
Short?

Straight or Curly:
Straight

Eye Color:
Hazel

Big or Small:
Small

Tats:
4

Piercings:
9


~*~This or That~*~
Fire or Ice:
Fire

Day or Night:
Night

Hot Chocolate or Coffee:
Coffee

Tea or Soda:
Pop

Juice or Water:
Juice

White Milk or Chocolate Milk:
White Milk

Italian or Chinese:
Chinese

McDonald's or Burger King:
Neither

Pizza Hut or Domino's:
Neither

Watermelon or Kiwi:
Watermelon

Strawberry or Blueberry:
Strawberry

Cherry or Banana:
Banana

Summer or Winter:
Both

Spring or Fall:
Both

Rainy or Sunny:
Sunny

Snowy or Rainy:
Snowy

Love or Money:
All you need is love


~*~Have You Ever~*~
Smiled for no reason:
Mhmmm

Danced in the rain:
Yes

Sang out loud:
Yes

Kissed in the rain:
Yes

Gotten in a bar fight:
Nope

Done drugs:
Yes

Been drunk:
Yes

Been in love:
Yup

Sat on a roof:
Yes

Gotten thrown out of a store:
No

Cried over a guy (if yes, was he worth it?):
Yes and No

Played an instrument:
Yes

Smoked a cigarette:
Yes

Lied:
Yes

Cheated:
Yes

Stolen:
Stupid little things when I was a stupid kid.

Stayed up all night:
Yes

Been arrested:
Nope


~*~Relationships~*~
Height:
Tall-ish

Body Type:
In shape

Dark or Light hair:
Doesn't matter

Dark or Light eyes:
Doesn't matter

Rich or Sweet:
Sweet

Cute or Hot:
Cute

Rocker or Cowboy:
Rocker

Gangster or Punk:
Punk?


~*~Favorites~*~
Movie:
When Harry Met Sally

Music:
rock

Singer:
Skiba

Rapper:
dunno

Band:
Alk Trio

Food:
this is too difficult... potatoes or carrots?

Drink:
OJ

Alcoholic Drink:
I'm beginning to enjoy beer

Dessert:
Cake

Color:
Orange


~*~Finish~*~
I wish I were a...
little more in shape

Because I could...
enjoy activity more

Sometimes I think...
I've chosen a path that is too difficult for me

Sometimes I wonder:
what else I could do

The best feeling in the world is..
being with someone who wants to be with you too

The worst feeling in the world is...
confusion
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Wednesday, April 30th, 2008

Time:6:55 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:Sara's Song-Ludo-Ludo.
1) Where was the first time you ever saw the person you like? in my freshmen physics seminar when he came into to talk to us about grad school

2) What's the greatest thing that happened to you today? laying in the sun with my boyyy

3) How many TRUE friends do you have? i'd say a handful or two

4) Would you rather get up early or sleep in? sleep in

5) Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? yellow physics open house shirt

6) What did you do yesterday? i got up, went to class, came home and showered, went to a study abroad meeting, went to work on homework, finished my essay, talked to michael for a few, came home and snuggled with roomies in my bed

7) What would you change about your life right now? nothing

9) What's on your bedroom floor right now? towels and dirty clothes and paperwork

10) What's your favorite color? orange, pink and black

11) Favorite sport? dunno

12) Whats currently bothering you? modern homework

13) What was the first thing you did when you woke up? hit the snooze button

14) Who did you last IM? michael

15) What do you currently hear? ludo

16) Who was the last person to make you mad? nate

17) When was the last time you had your hair cut? spring break

18) Would you rather be mad or sad? mad

19) Does it take a lot to make you cry? depends on how hormonal i am

20) What’s the worst feeling in the world? being helpless <--agreed molly

21) Are you close with your mom? yes

22) Who were you last in the car with? me and myself

24) When were you last outside? getting the mail

25) Name one fear you have: failing

26) What's your favorite thing to do? snuggle

27) Does the thought of marriage scare you? no

28) How many kids do you want to have? 1 or 2 maybe

29) What's your favorite color to wear? black

30) Who was the last person in your bedroom? steph and jackie besides me

31) What are you doing today? classes, homework, hanging with my boyy

32) Would you rather be rich & sad or poor & happy? poor and happy, screw money

35) Do you get bored easily? sometimes

36) What's something that someone can do that really bothers you? be a douche

37)Do you wish you were famous? nope, i like privacy

39) Do you make a wish at 11:11? sometimes

40) When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more? both

41)What's the last text message in your inbox say? it's from nate.... i don't wanna go into it

42) What are you obsessed with? scrubs, physics, cats, movies, lots of stuff

43) What's your favorite song at the moment? we are broken - paramore

44) Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online? depends on my mood

45) Can music affect your mood? yes

46) What piercings do you want/have/had? i have 4 ear, 1 cartilage, 1 tragus, and a lip piercing.... i would get more cartilage/ear piercings

48) Have you ever been in a cave? lovvvveee them

49) Ever eaten a bug? everyone has

50) When will you hang out or see the person you like? he's coming over later tonight
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2008

Time:11:18 pm.
1) What did you wake up to this morning?
realizing i had 15 min until class started

3) What are you doing tonight?
i was in the physics building all night and probably will be tomorrow night

4) What was the last thing you did?
made plans to hang out with cute grad student

5) What are you wearing right now?
peacock feather t-shirt and jeans

6) Who can you tell anything to?
lots of people, steph, lee, mommy, josh, patrick, nate

7) Do you know anyone named Peter?
quite a few people

8) Who was your last phone call with?
gramlich

9) What's the last thing you said?
"yeah drink that water einstein"

10) How's life?
pretty damn good, loving physics, the guys are awesome, there are some cute grads; time with roommates is always fun.... school is a little stressful but not bad for my degree

11) When's the last time you were in a hospital?
wisdom teeth removal

12) Why?
see above

13) Have you ever thrown up?
Yup!

14) What food could you eat everyday?
does coffee count?

15) Do you love anyone who's name starts with an L?
not that i can think of

16) Are you happy?
yup

17) Are you excited about anything?
this weekend and next weekend and aussie-land

18) What makes you happy in life?
wayyy too much to list

19) What were you doing at 3 in the morning?
watching grey's

20) Do you have any text messages saved on your phone?
yup

21) Who are they from?
lots o people

22) What do they say?
lots o things

23) Do you enjoy life?
Yes!

24) One word about yourself?
nerd

25) Would you take a bullet for anyone?
probably

26) What are you listening to?
field of dreams

27) Do you like it?
it's okay

28) Have you ever taken medicine that wasn't prescribed to you?
mhmm

29) Are you surprised about something?
very much so

30) Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
of course

31) Do you feel bad because someone doesn't like you?
no, it's bound to happen

32) In your household who do you fight with the most?
uhmmm... i wouldn't really say we fight

33) Do you like anyone?
a couple of people

34) What's the worst thing about hugs?
when they're with someone special and they end

35) Do you believe in true love?
i think so

36) Did you talk to anybody random yesterday?
everyday i do

37) Did any particular thing brighten up your day yesterday?
not that i can think of

38) What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?
i can't choose just one

40) When was the last time you went ice skating?
last winter?

41) Has your favorite color ever been pink or blue?
nope

42) Your team loses; are you watching the next game?
i dont really watch games to begin with.

43) Who was the last person you hugged?
maybe nathan?

44) What was the last thing that made you smile?
either REALLY CUTE KITTEN that pat sent a video of to me or my call from gramlich

45) Someone trips in front of you-what do you do?
laugh and then help them up

46) Have you ever failed a class?
not yet, thermo may change that

47) A person says they like you-you say:
depends on the person

48) Do you like cuddling?
yes!

49) Are you close to your parents?
yes

50) Do you go hunting?
never

51) Your friend's pregnant-you say?
depends, if they're happy congrats, if they're not i'd try to be there

52) What's your favorite sport?
hockey

53) Do you like to run?
love it

54) Do you plan on dressing up for Halloween next year?
i dunno if they celebrate halloween in australia

55) Beach, Lake or Mountains?
beach
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Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
a really cute and nice guy

Who do you blame for your mood today?
blame? no one, i thank josh, gramlich and patrick

Have you ever seen a dead body?
Yes

What was the first thing you did this morning?
decided whether or not to go to class

Last person you went out to dinner with?
mommy

Are you spoiled?
not rotten

Do you drink lots of water?
nope

What toothpaste do you use?
it's cinnamon

When was the last time you threw up?
i dunno... maybe the disney party in october?

Is your best friend a virgin?
i don't have just one best friend

What theme does your room have?
pink?

When was the last time you were at a party?
saturday when some peeps came over

Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
it depends on the situation

What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
fuck if i know, i'm gonna be in australia

Number of layers on your bed?
3

Is anything alive in your room?
when einey and i are in there

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
FORWARD i wanna see gramlich

What are you looking forward to right now?
gramlich's homecoming

Aside from Driver's Ed, who really taught you how to drive?
daddy

What's the one thing you love/miss about your Grandma's cooking?
the simplicity of it yet irreproducability

What was the last high school/college project you did?
i'm gonna consider modern and thermo homeworks projects, and i do them every week

As a kid, who was the first -famous death- you remember hearing about?
princess di

What kind of music did your parent's listen to while u were growing up?
everything

Who taught you to tie your shoes?
mommy and daddy

Where did you go on your first official date?
movies

When you cruised the strip... who were you usually with?
i didn't

Who is your Strangest Relative and why?
they're all strange... i guess my aunt pati cause she doesn't have a censor

What grade are you in?
im a second year

What color's your underwear?
orange

Do you like Taylor Swift?
ehh

What colors your toothbrush?
orange and white i think

Always wear matching socks?
nope

Have a favorite scent?
flowers

Favorite random lyric:
"we're all alone now, gimme something to sing about"

Do you ride the school bus?
some days i ride a bus from my car on av-14 to campus

Like spaghetti?
yes

Ever failed at anything?
prolly

How tall are you?
5'4"

How tall is your mom?
about the same size as me

Are you a good public speaker?
formal setting? no

Do you drink soda?
trying to cut back on pepsi

What color are the pants your wearing?
blue jeans

Your random favorite song of the day?
we are broken

Is it color, or colour?
it will be colour in a few months

Are you crushing right now?
haha yeah, two grad students, michael and mikael

Ever took a roadtrip?
kinda

Care to take one?
yes

What are your initials?
sac

When was the last time you were drunk?
saturday

Last time you farted?
dunno

What color is the wall, directly in front of you?
white

Are you a sucker for babies, puppies, or kittens?
KITTENS

Ever petted a llama?
nope

What do you think of Orlando Bloom?
too pretty

Are you easily jealous of others?
not really

What's your favorite tradition?
x-mas eve at g-ma's

Last hotel you stayed in?
hilton in NY

How many states/provinces have you been to?
5 or 6?

Do you have any scars?
Yes, multiple

Is your left index finger shorter or longer than your ring finger?
shorter

Do you know how to swim?
not really

What's your proudest accomplishment?
getting through my classes

What would your last meal be?
grilled veggies

What is your computer desktop/ cellphone wallpaper of?
both of einey

Do you shop at value village?
nope

Do you cry during sad movies?
yup

Do you recycle?
YES

How about compost?
nope

Hide and seek, or tag?
Hide and seek.

Do your parents approve of your friends?
mhmm

What's your curfew?
i'm 20, i don't have one

Who's in your profile picture?
einstein

Do you believe in wishing on a shooting star?
yes

Describe your dream home:
small and cozy in a secluded place

What would you do if your parents forbid you to marry the one you love?
i truly don't see that as a possibility in any realm, but i would marry them anyways if it did happen

What's your views on gay rights?
that they should be able to do anything anyone else can

Would you like your muffin buttered?
uh...

Ever been pulled over by the cops?
yes

Ever been de-pantsed?
yup

Do you wear a watch?
very rarely

First thing you would buy if you won the lottery?
HARLEY

Scary movies or funny movies?
depends on my mood

Do you dream in color?
sometimes

Given the chance, would you chase a tornado?
yup

Have you ever been shot?
nope

How many letters are in your first name?
4

What song are you listening to right now?
steff's music - shake that ass for me

How do you feel about your eyebrows?
they are fine

Where's one place you've always wanted to go?
egypt

And the one thing you MUST do before you die?
fall head over heels in love
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Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

Subject:completely random ramblings
Time:11:10 pm.
i wish i could forever live in the glory days of ignorance and naivete....
i wish my aunts and uncles would stop getting plastered at family get-togethers. they say dumb things and shouldn't say them. and this is in front of my little cousins. it doesn't seem right. they are alcoholics and it makes me not want to drink period. it's sick to be that age and getting wasted every night. and then driving home. just sick.
i wish people could understand that just because i don't gush about my boyfriend does't mean things aren't good. i've felt many a time that it isn't appreciated when i do so, so i don't. i'm happy with being happy quietly. and if i hear one more negative thing about him from a friend i will scream. i'm sick of that too. obviously i see something in him, otherwise i'd break up with him, and i wish that could be respected.
one of my new year's resolutions is going to be to truly try to do what's "right" all the time. and this is going to be my definition of right, since it's all i can work off of. to make it simpler, being kind, supportive, open and caring to those around me; honestly always trying to do unto others as i would have them do unto me; follow karma. i'm kind of pulling from some buddhist ideals in what i want to accomplish, and it's difficult to explain, but it's a feeling in me that i feel is right.


now that i sound like a complete idiot,
hasta la vista.
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Thursday, December 13th, 2007

Time:12:10 am.
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring?
no

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
16 months

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
daddy sent me a harley hat =)

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
haha... yes.

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
a few days ago

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
clothes and food.

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
pasta

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes/hair

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
paralyzer - finger eleven

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
the Lou and como

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
KHS

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
Verizen

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
vickie's

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
kdr

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
in board games

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
used to

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
steve's cousins

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
i'd call my mom or grandmother, depending on the time of day

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
i can't chose one best friend, so can't say

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
not a big fan of fast food

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
there have been too many....

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
doesn't matter where, it's who that's important

24. CAN YOU COOK?
yes

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
Mustang

26. BEST KISSER:
i don't really compare the good ones

Worst: drunken make-out session

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
today, stress is hell

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
easy - meat

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my work ethic

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my tummy

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
11 hours

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
when harry met sally, hands down

34. CAN YOU SING?
i do

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
incubus

36. LAST KISS?
saturday, situations make it more of a hassle to kiss

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
superbad and that one russel crowe movie

38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
keys

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
laptop

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
dunno

45.ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH ANYONE?
yep

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
usually with

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
most nights, einstein, some, ryan, every night, my stuffed animals

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
if the relationship is strong to begin with i believe they can

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
too many

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Pancakes

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
if i'm in the mood

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled or omelette

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
sdly, yes

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
mom

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
nate

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
was chatting with nate

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
as many as i can stand

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
ryan's green thermal, and my black pj pants

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
we get crazy with age now you're under my bed, and it's dark all the time, all the time

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
strawburry

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
yup, sometimes really well, sometimes not so much, but last time i played at a bar, i kicked ass

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
sorta

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
chocolate fudge brownie

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
huh?

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
i am neurotic

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
uh-huh

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON
fall

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
when steph fell out of the bowl chair...

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
10:15

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
warmth inside

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
parking on campus, sometime this semester

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
twigzy the betta

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL, OR VERRATED?
kinda cool, kinda overrated

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
dunno yet.... i NEED to write up a paper for dr. pfeifer, i kinda wanna clean up the house, but we all know i'll end up doing something not so productive

78. BIRTHDATE
10/14/87

79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
dunno yet

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
yes

87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
no

89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
yes

90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
right now i'm stressed and homesick, so home

92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
no

93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
kind of an obvious one...

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
??

95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
one is pink, one's green and the other is pastels

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
not the one i will be attending in FS08

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
nope

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
mhmmm

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
nope

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:
yes.

101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
yes.

102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yep

103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
yes

104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
ring from daddy, lightning bolt earrings, cartilage earrings, nose ring, lip ring

105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
go back to writing my paper
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Tuesday, November 27th, 2007

Time:4:52 pm.
Whats your name spelled backwards? retrac

What did you do last night? snuggled with my boyfriend and watched the santa clause

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? homework

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? nope

Last time you swam in a pool? no idea honestly

What are you wearing? black sweats, recycle t-shirt, black hoodie

How many cars have you owned? two

Type of music you dislike most? obnoxious country

Are you registered to vote? of course

Do you have cable? mhmm

What kind of computer do you use? macbook

Ever made a prank phone call? haha yeah

You like anyone right now? of course

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? bungee jumping

Furthest place you ever traveled? well, in less than a year i'm going to the opposite side of the globe, but costa rica

What's your favorite comic strip? duh, garfield

Do u know all the words to the national anthem? dun think so

Shower, morning or night? morning

Best movie you've seen in the past month? the mist

Favorite pizza toppings? pineapple

Chips or popcorn? popcorn

What cell phone provider do you have? verizon

Have you ever smoked peanut shells? why would i?

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? uhm... no.

Orange Juice or apple? oj

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with? .....

Favorite chocolate bar? hershey's

Who is your longest friend and how long? this is easy, i'm gonna say tony even though he's a relative, we're pretty close.... and 20 years

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? 2 summers ago

Have you ever won a trophy? not a trophy

Favorite arcade game? pac man

Ever ordered from an infomercial? mhmm

Sprite or 7-UP? 7 up

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work? does a uniform to school on concert days count?

Last thing you bought at Walgreens? cigarettes for mommy

Ever thrown up in public? nope

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love? who needs money when you got love?

Do you believe in love at first sight? mhmm

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON? WHY IS THIS IN CAPS? spongebob.

Did you have long hair as a young kid? yeah

What message is on your voicemail machine? none

Where would you like to go right now? to sleep, i'm sleep deprived

Whats the name of your pet? milo, brody, einstein, poe, jade, and the fishies

What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it? i have two messenger bags and a back pack...

What do you think about most? random ass shit... mostly my future and how to best achieve what i want...
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Thursday, November 15th, 2007

Time:12:24 am.
Mood: numb.
Music:Who Knew-Pink-I'm Not Dead.
feeling very unimportant to quite a few people, wishing i wasn't such a pushover...

20 deep questions that will really tell you something.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

it depends on who it is, those i'm close to i have no problem with meeting their eye path, however people i don't know too well i don't wanna look them in the eye at all really

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. Why were you angry?

it's really hard to live with people who don't live the same way you do... that doesn't make sense unless you've experienced it
(agree wholeheartedly, living with different people is an adventure)

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?

i would most certainly call my mom and have her relay my goodbye messages to everyone i know.

4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?

1) i think i'd tell my family and probably my significant other
2) i would want to go on a trip with my parents to places i've always wanted to see
3) not afraid of death, just of regrets

5. You can have one of the following two things- trust/love. Which do you choose?

trust because love inevitably grows from this, there's no stopping it

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. Do you save the dog?

of course i save the dog, i can always get a new job, he can't get a new life

7. You are unfaithful to your boyfriend/girlfriend. ..Do you tell him/her?

yup, no matter how hard it might be to tell them, it would be harder to hide that from them

8. If you could go back and be with your first love, would you?

nope. there's a VERY good reason i'm not with him

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?

yes, because whether or not he'd ever admit it, the way my granpa passed away was very hard on my dad.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

i think so

11. Does love = sex?

in a way it does. if you love someone enough, i feel that you will eventually wanna share all of you with them

12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?

no, but i would offer to help my co-worker find a new job

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you feel?

i very rarely talk about all of my feelings, i'm a very guarded person, so it's been a couple months i think

14. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or tell them you hate them?

that i love them if they don't love me

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give
up?

my free will

16. Excluding family love, when was the last time you told someone you love them?

about an hour ago

17. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?

nada, i like where i am for the most part

18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside. What are you doing?

probably reading a book or watching a scary movie (hopefully with einstein)

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying

i wish i could but i dun know how

20. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?

i would wish to get out of this adult limbo i'm in currently and grow up already, i'm ready
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Monday, October 15th, 2007

Subject:ah, procrastination
Time:6:19 pm.
1. Are you taller than your best friend?
don't think so....

2. Do you have a favorite type of pen?
of course!

3. Look at your planner for October 14, what are you doing?
it was my birfday!

4. What color are your toenails usually?
black

5. What was the last thing you highlighted?
my math methods notes

6. What color are the curtains in your bedroom?
pink

7. What color are the seats in your car?
black with peace signs

8. Have you ever had a black and white cat?
=D Einstein!

9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on?
a bill

10. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
nope

11. Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time?
to go to a haunted house with the dive team

12. Who is the last baby that you held?
i don't think i ever have

13. Can you spell well?
i like to think so

14. Do you like Cinnamon toothpaste?
it's weird

15. What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago?
i think i just got my 'stang

16. Pick one: Miami Hurricanes or Florida Gators?
don't care

17. Last time you went to Six Flags?
a while ago

18. Do you have any wallpaper in your house?
i don't think so

19. Closest thing to you that is yellow?
slim fast protein drink

20. Last person who gave you a business card?
study abroad advisor

21. Who is the last person you wrote a check to?
mizzou

22. Closest framed picture to you?
a picture of ryan and i and one of my dad and i are equidistant

23. Last time you had someone cook for you?
ryan made me rice krispy treats last night

24. Have you ever applied for welfare?
nope

25. How many emails do you get in your inbox daily (excluding spam)?
idunno, 5 or 6 from actual people, including newsletters and such... 20?

26. Last time you received flowers?
roses from ryan

28. Do you play air guitar?
i prefer real guitar

29. Has anyone ever proposed to you?
not officially

30. Do you take anything in your coffee?
mhmm

31. Do you have any Willow Tree figurines?
nope

32. What is your favorite handbag?
idunno, i like em all for different reasons

33. Last person you spoke to from high school?
i live with 2 people from my high school

34. Last time you used hand sanitizer?
no clue

35. Would you like to learn to play the drums?
ehh

36. What color are the blinds in your living room?
we have red curtains

38. Last thing you read in the newspaper?
article about señor Gore

39. What was the last pageant you attended?
N/A

40. What is the last place you bought pizza from?
gumby's!

41. Have you ever worn a crown?
when i was little

42. What is the last thing you stapled?
chem lab writeup

43. Did you ever drink clear Pepsi?
bo but i wanna

44. Are you ticklish?
very

45. Last time you saw fireworks?
4th of july

46. Last time you had a Krispy Kreme doughnut?
summer

47. Who is the last person that left you a text message & you actually returned?
señor Meeker

48. Last time you parked under a carport?
never have, but my mom did when i was little and we went to see my aunt

49. Do you have a black dog?
nope

50. Can you give one reason why David Caruso is allowed to keep acting?
dunno who that it

51. Are you an aunt or uncle?
nope

52. Who has the prettiest eyes that you know of?
hard question.... it would sound cheesy if i said ryan, but i think that's really the answer

53. Last time you saw a semi truck?
dunno

55. Do you have a little black dress?
mhmmm
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Thursday, September 27th, 2007

Time:10:27 am.
Mood: sick.
Music:the o.c..
BEST
[1.] guy friend: Ryan
[2.] Cousin: Tony
[3.] month: February
[4.] Time of Day: morning - no classes =)
[5.] Day of the week: sunday
[6.] Food: hmmm... potatos
[7.] Memories: when i was little and played in my grandparents basement in summer/holidays with my cousins/maggie.... BEST forts made ever

TODAY
[1.] What are you doing now: lying in bed feeling too icky to get to class... someone's attacking my feet
[2.] What are you wearing right now: pjs
[3.] Better than yesterday: yeah, not going to my 11 o'clock and grey's is on tonight

TOMORROW
[1.] Is: no idea yet, i like to leave at least some part of my life unstructured
[2.] Plans: not yet
[3.] Dislikes about tomorrow: none yet

CURRENTLY
[1.] Missing: milo and tony
[2.] Mood: icky
[3.] Wanting: food, but too lazy to get it


TRUE OR FALSE
[I am a cuddler]
sometimes

[I am a morning person]
depends.

[I am a perfectionist]
when it comes to what i really care about, yes

[I am a only child]
true

[I am currently in pajamas]
true

[I am shy]
it depends

[I like country music]
some of it

[I enjoy talking on the phone]
i suppose

[I have or had broken a bone]
true

[I have changed a lot over the past year]
no idea, i'm too close to the change

[I have had a major surgery]
false


TODAY
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like? mhmm
2. Learn anything new? not yet
3. Talk to an ex? nope
4. Miss someone? mhmm
5. Laid in your bed? am right now

LAST PERSON WHO..
6. Made you cry?: myself?

7. You went to the movies with: Steph

8.Last time you went to the beach and with who?: Spring break with people

9. You showered with?: duh. ryan

10. Made you laugh?: does einstein count?

11. Said they loved you? Ryan

12. Favorite location? right now? i love being in the physics building

13. What are you most scared of? bad things happening to those i care about

14. Where do you want to get married? somewhere pretty and unconventional

***
1. Does someone love you?
mhmm

2. Do you know anyone named Dave?
yup, he's a great guy, trying to recruit me for astrophysics research

3. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a J?
don't think so

5. Have you ever tried Propel Calcium Water?
nope

6. What color are the walls of your parent’s bedroom?
my mom's is white, my dad's white with a burnt yellow accent wall

7. Do you think that hair extensions look skanky?
dunno

8.Are you named after a grand parent?
I got my middle name from one

10. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
probably pass... maybe not

11. Are you taller than 5'6“?
nope

12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
not anymore

13. Ever see a dead body?
mhmm

14. Do you like the color green?
yeah

15. What is your best friend's Dad's name?
honestly, dunno any but stephen

16. How old are you?
almost twenty

17. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
ryan

18. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs?
nope

19. Last restaurant you went to?
chevy's

20. What is the weather like today?
dunno

21. Last voicemail you received?
jacob

22. What did you do yesterday?
classes, lab, new shows

23. What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars?
buy a puppy

24. What nationalities are you?
Irish, Czech, English

25. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
8 maybe

26. Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
of course

27. Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
creepy drew

28. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
nope

29. What jewellery are you wearing?
ring from daddy

31. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
of course!

32. How much money do you have?
soon 1000 dollars =D thank you dr. pfeifer

33. Do you swear at your parents?
not at them

34. Is your phone right beside you?
mhmm

35. Have you cried today?
nope

36. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
dunno

37. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
nope

38. Do you like waffles?
yeah

39. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes

40. Are you photogenic?
nope

41. What your sign?
libra

42. Where do you spend most of your money?
gas/food/dvds

43. What was the last thing you did?
This

44. Do you have a tattoo?
mhmm

45. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
sometimes

47. Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it?
no

48. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
of course

49. What are you doing in 2008?
dunno yet

50. What is your ringtone?
hey there delilah

51. What were you doing at 2am last night?
sleeping

52. Are your parents married/divorced/separated?
divorced

53. What are you doing tonight?
grey's anatomy

54. What are you doing tomorrow?
classes then dunno what

55. Who did you last message on myspace?
I don't use myspace... so...
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Monday, July 30th, 2007

Time:9:01 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:scrubs.
MY CURRENT LIFE IN 85 QUESTIONS:

1. Did you just wake up?
nope

2. Whose car were you in last?
my mom's

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
thursday at 4 ish

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
grey

5. How long is your hair?
shoulder length

8. Last movie you watched?
end of ninth gate or all of simpsons

19. How was your weekend?
pretty good

20. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
feb 13

21. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
i can't think of anything

22. What are you listening to?
south park....
Asian Sports Commentator #1: "What do you call an American who has a dual Ph.D. in physics and math?"
Asian Sports Commentator #2: "Idunno, what?"
Asian Sports Commentator #1: "A stupid American! Hahahaha"
I enjoyed that one

23. Are you excited?
to move in? yes!

24. What is your favorite store?
i don't think i have one

25. What day is it today?
monday

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
talking to Ryan on the phone

30. Are you left-handed?
nope

32. What's for dinner tonight?
i had fries from sonic... yum?

33. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
lemonade with bacardi limon

34. When is your birthday?
too soon... oct 14

35. How tall are you?
5’ 4”

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
ryan... surprise, surprise

37. When was the last time you were in a swimming pool?
quite a while

39. Where was the last place you went shopping?
target

40. Who made you laugh today?
steph, ryan, my mom, and my granddad

41. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
mhmmm

42. AIM or MSN?
AIM

43. Where do your cousins live?
LA, New York, MN and here

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
only child, thank god

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
yeah....

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
just 5 more minutes

50. Do you drink beer?
yes'm

52. Myspace or Facebook?
neither

53. Do you have T-Mobile?
t-maybe? nope

54. What is your favorite subject in school?
physics sadly

55. Do you smile a lot?
i have no idea

57. Do you have any talents?
very few

58. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
mhmmm

59. Do you have any children?
god no

60. Did you take a nap today?
nope

61. Ever met someone famous?
yep

63. Do you want to be famous one day?
no, but i'd like to accomplish something that will affect everyone

65. Are you multitasking right now?
nope

68. What's one of your favorite things to do?
solitaire, or read

72. Ever been to Las Vegas?
i wish

73. What are you doing today?
sitting on my ass for the rest of the night

74. Have you ever gambled?
mhmm, when i was plastered

75. When is the last time you updated your blog?
right now?

76. Have you been to New York City?
LOVED it

77. Ever been to Disneyland/World?
i wanna go

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
garfield

79. Last thing you cooked?
uhmmm.... good question...

82. Last time you cried?
two days ago

83. Last time you were sick?
a few weeks ago

84. Do you like anyone right now?
mhmm, a lot

85. Do you think anyone will repost this?
i think i'm the last one
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Friday, July 20th, 2007

Time:10:38 am.
Mood: hungry.
Music:scrubs.
7 months of 2007:

1. Have you had your birthday yet?
i don't want it to happen

2. Are you with the same person as you were at the beginning of 2007?
nope

3. Are you still in the same job?
nope

4. Is your favorite color the same color?
it will forever be orange

5. Have you got the same style/color hair?
basically

6. Have you bought a new car this year?
i really want to

7. How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had this year?
2

8. Have you been involved with the police this year?
WORST night of my life

9. All time drinking place for 2007?
evan's house/apartment

10. Is your best friend at the start of 2007 still your best friend?
nope

11. Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
yup, two piercings, no tattoos this year... yet

12. Had a hair cut?
sooo many

13. Been in hospital this year?
nope

14. Lost someone you cared about this year?
nope

15. Been on a holiday this year?
i guess...

16. Been in love this year?
mhmm

17. Fallen out of love this year?
yup

18. Been kicked out of a pub this year?
nope

19. Completed any studies this year?
mhmm

20. Read a book this year?
uhm, of course!

21. Worst thing to happen this year?
probably being dumped on feb 13, and then being harassed

22. Best thing to happen this year?
getting close with steph again and meeting mr meeker

23. How many times have you gotten drunk?
a lot

24. Have you fallen for someone this year?
yup

25. Has this year been a good one so far?
so far.... it could've been worse
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Saturday, July 7th, 2007

Time:12:17 am.
Mood: confused.
Music:Ain't No Reason-Brett Dennen-So Much More.
i hate that i feel like this. i'm all moody. i'm upset and i don't know why. i just want to be alone. what's worse is i hate this side of me. and i'm just ranting. ugh. confused, yeah, that's it.
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Friday, June 22nd, 2007

Time:8:08 pm.
Mood: hungry.
my 100 Truths!

1. real name - Sara
2. like it - love it
3. single or taken - i am not an object to be had, but yes, i am in love
4. zodiac sign - libra
5. male or female - Female
6. elementary - North Glendale
7. middle - Nipher Middle School
8. high school - Kirkwood High School
9. eye color - honestly, no idea
10. hair color - blonde
11. long or short - short
15. are you a health freak - i can be, it depends on my mood
16. height - 5'4"
17. do you have a crush on someone - i suppose so
18. do you like yourself? it depends
19. piercings - 7, i lost one recently =(
20. tattoos - 3
21. righty or lefty - Righty

FIRSTS :

22. first surgery - my tongue tumor, fun one that was
23. first piercing - ears
24. first best friend - Berkley Shands
25. first award - Science fair
26. first sport - soccer
27. first pet - twigzy the betta
28. first vacation - visiting mo from minnesota
29. first concert - three days grace
30. first crush- Berkley Shands

CURRENTLY:

49. eating - nothing but i NEED food.... IHOP soon!
50. drinking - again, nada
52. i'm about to - go to IHOP to get FOOD
53. listening to - my bf mock me
55. waiting for - food from IHOP, sorry, i'm really hungry
57. wearing - ..........

FUTURE :

58. want kids? i have absolutely no clue and i don't care to know at this point in time.... too young
59. want to get married? what girl doesn't? OF COURSE
60. careers in mind? physics professor/researcher

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX? :

68. lips or eyes? eyes
69. hugs or kisses: hugs
70. shorter or taller: it's not that important as long as he's not a dwarf
71. tan skinned or light - tan plz.
72. romantic or spontaneous - tough call... spontaneous
73. dark or light hair - eh.
74. built muscular or normal? please not skinny!
75. hook-up or relationship? Relationship
76. similar to you or different: both
77. trouble maker or hesitant: i like a bit of a wild streak

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. kissed a stranger: yup, i'm dating my stranger currently
79. drank bubbles: yup
80. lost glasses/contacts: nope, never had either
83. climb up a tree: of course
84. broken someone's heart: i wish i hadn't.....
85. been arrested: not yet *crosses fingers*
86. turned someone down: mhmmm
87. cried when someone died: yup
88. liked a friend as more than a friend: of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. yourself: i try to
90. miracles: nope
91. love at first sight: mhmm
93. Santa clause: the spirit of him
94. Sex on the first date: only for leonitus
95. Kissing on the first date: why not?
96. Angels: nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? several

98. Who is it? my girlies and my k-wood friends, i'm already with an important person though

99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: no

100. Do you believe in God? nope
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Monday, May 21st, 2007

Subject:bored and don't wanna do what i hafta
Time:12:05 pm.
Mood: relaxed.
Music:Ain't No Reason-Brett Dennen-So Much More.
1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
only in the since that he's not as close as i'd like

2) Relationships or one night stands?
relationships

3) Do you hang out with more guys or girls?
guys it seems...

4) Who is the last person you said I love you to?
ryan

5) Who was the last person that made you mad?
hmmm... i can't think of anyone, haven't been mad in quite a while

6) Who was the last person that made you cry?
leaving ryan yesterday made me cry, but he didn't...

7.) Who was the last person that made you laugh?
uhmm... the nurse who gave me the shot this morning

8) Who was the last person to text you?
ryan

9) Who was the last person to call you?
tony

10) Who was the last person to hug you?
ryan

11) Name one person that is always on your mind?
for the most part, you-know-who, i miss him like crazy already

12) Who do you have a crush on?
my bf

13) What is your zodiac sign?
libra

14) What time were you born?
5:30 pm

15) Do you like beer?
some of it, yes

16) Do you love myspace?
i would love to get on to get some of the free underground music, i just haven't had the time, maybe this summer i will...

17) When was your last kiss?
yesterday

18) Are you sarcastic?
most likely

19) What is your favorite color?
orange

21) Summer or winter?
hmmm, both are good, summer for the feeling of freedom from inside and winter for snuggling up

22) Is anyone in love with you?
yep

23) Favorite color to wear?
black, green or orange i suppose

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
pepsi

25) Chocolate, vanilla or strawberry ice cream?
chocolate

26) Where is your second home?
ryan's house

27) Have you ever slapped someone?
haha, when i was drunk and evan told me to slap ryan, that he'd like it

28) Have you ever punched a guy in the nuts?
punched, no, accidentally knee, a million times

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?
3

30) How many video games do you own?
oh my god.... lots

31) What was your first pet?
a betta name twigsy

32) Ever had braces?
mhmm

34) Do you use chapstick?
when i remember to grab it in the morning

35) Name 3 teachers from junior high school:
ms. longnecker, mr. baldwin, mr. wolfard

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?
ae, abercrombie is disgustingly overpriced

37) Are you too forgiving?
it depends, i can be

38) How many children do you want?
i don't even wanna think about this, society is too baby crazy, and i'm too young to worry about this

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?
quite a few things

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
hmmm... this is hard... i guess waffles, garden sausage and eggs, preferably from ernie's

41) Do you own a gun?
i am very much against private citizens owning guns and never will

42) Ever "thought" you were in love?
mhmm

43) Who have you hung out with last?
ryan, cameron and justin

44) What did you do 2 nights ago?
hung out with ryan and the sellers at their house

45) Olive Garden?
it's ok, but macaroni grill is better

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?
haha... yeah....

47) Have you ever been in a castle?
nope

48) Nicknames?
uhmm... i don't really have any, other than the names ryan calls me...

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
nope

50) Ever been to Kentucky?
i don't believe so

51) .. Doesn't exist?
but aliens do exist

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
lotsa people

53) Ever called somebody Boo?
haha, yup

55) Do you drink?
yes, and sometimes much too much

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
yes i am, i have everything i need

57) Do you like your hair?
yeah, but i want something a little different... gonna talk to my boss this week bout that

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?
mhmm

60) What were you doing in Feb. of 1994?
uhmm... being 6, prolly playing some sort of game?

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
i've got one somewhere....

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
neither, main squeeze

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?
it really depends, but mostly mommy

65) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?
eyes, blue eyes make me melt, and butt and hair help too

66) Are you afraid of the dark?
not really, unless i'm in an unfamiliar place

67) Have you ever eaten pasta?
of course

68) Do you own a webcam?
yup

70) Ever broken a bone?
mhmm, my hand

71) Do you like school?
haha, i wanna stay in it as long as possible... right now i'm looking at 12 years total, so i'd hope i like it

72) Pringles or Lays?
pringles

73) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hate to say yes

74) Do you own a dictionary?
of course

75) Full house or the Brady Bunch?
brady bunch!

76) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?
not as much as my college advisor

77) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
haha, yeah

78) Do you have a birth mark?
not really

79) Wheres the birth mark at?
....

80) Can you cook?
i'm getting better, i made dinner a few nights ago and no one complained or got sick

81) Describe your cell phone.
white krazor that fell off a roof =( poor scratched up phone

82) Things that annoy you?
close-mindedness

83) Do you text message often?
yes

84) Money or love?
love, screw money and this capitalistic society

85) Do you have any scars?
mhmm

86) What do you want more than anything right now?
my kitten that i will get in approx 20 days

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
way too much, but none are that scary anymore...

88) Do you hate more than 3 people?
nope

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?
Juicy Fruit

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?
not really, unless i'm pms-ing

91) Who do you admire?
oh goodness... my parents, almost all the faculty and grad students in the physics dept, einstein, rachel carson, jane goodall, steve irwin, ingrid newkirk, and it continues....

92) Do you own a box of crayons?
mmhmm

93) How many houses have you lived in?
oh goodness.... 6 houses, 1 apartment, and 1 dorm

94) Favorite alcoholic beverage?
anything with rum!

96) Have you ever tripped someone?
i have no idea

97) Least favorite school subject?
uhmm... i can't answer this, i like em all, i'm a nerd

98) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
prolly about 20

99) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
possibly, idunno

100) Are you single?
nope
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Thursday, May 10th, 2007

Time:12:43 pm.
Mood: stressed.
awwww, FREAK OUT!!

physics final in 15,
history paper due in 23 hours (haven't started)
calc final in 27 hours (haven't studied)
move out in 32 hours (need to pack)

so who's a procrastinator?
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